Hiyaa, me lapp~

Yup...this is another blog of mine.
Locked up da previous ones...due to too much of emo plus P&C posts...so yeah, will keep tht to myself.

This will be another blog which i think i will dump all my un-expressed feelings here...
Well, i'm juz a normal chic tht filled with lotsa complicated feelings...
There r times when i am juz too tired of complaining, or things tht i can't even express & show them all out...
I guess this pity blog of mine will hv to take'em all from me.

So yeah, today...everythg was all nice at 1st...but well, my mood got spoilt...due to certain people/ reason.
I'm damn fucked up, i'm damn emo.
But i can't blame anyone...i can't expect every1 to take in wadeva i feel.
I'm a grown up now...i sudn't & i can't be throwing tantrums whneva & whreva i like.
It's very difficult for me...but i'm trying hard.
I cudn't control how i feel and those facial expressions of mine can never be hidden.
My b!tches noe me well...when i'm angry, when i'm upset, when i'm happy.
Coz everythg shown on my face.
It's bad i noe...but i can't help it.
Tht's one of da reasons why i choose to walk away.
Walk away & hide myself up...so that nobody sees...and i cud start throwing tantrums on myself .

I feel pathetic...i really do.
I hv to learn to be stong-hearted.
I wish i hv da guts now to walk away like how i did...but for forever...not juz for a while.

I feel like going to sing k & sing my heart out...=(

Tht's all for my VERY FIRST EMO POST.

~xoxo~